I don’t want your fucking pitty . I’m perfectly fine . 
My girlfriend cheated on me .. Its not the end of the world .. my sister didn’t die .. if I’m getting through it .. than you can too  

Way to make me feel important . Have fun .  

I don’t even know how I feel right now .. I just want to scream and cry .. I want to tell you to fuck off but I want you here .. I want to hate you for making me feel this way but then I just want to kiss you .. 

I want to be okay , I want to know that I can trust you . I want to watch you have fun with your friends but I can’t and I can’t stand it .. I should feel like this … I should be perfectly fine .. I should be smiling .. I should be with my friends too .. but I hate you being away and the fact that I feel like I want you only to be around me and NOONE else because i’m scared .. but sometimes I feel like you don’t take my feelings into consideration .. Sometimes I feel like you want to pretend I don’t care like before .. But I do care , yes a little too much but I’ve never been so inlove . I’ve never been so scared to make a mistake and risk losing you ever .. I’m sorry I need you near me , i’m sorry I can be a little bit suffocating .. I am just scared . 

I fucking hate crying .  I feel like I’m going to pass out all the time